Little Miss Lullaby: Body after Baby: Just Do It!

Wow. These past four months have just flown by and I feel like I have only now gotten a handle on being a mom, working part-time, and balancing our life.

I hate being overweight. All of my life I have been active - working out during college along with swim team and teaching swimming lessons helped me keep off the beer weight. But I also leveraged that to keep up bad eating habits. After graduate school, I still logged in regular hours at the gym - weight training and teaching swim lessons.

At our wedding, I looked great - and I wasn't even exercising. It was 100% stress that keep me thin.

For the next 2 years, I packed on 15 pounds. We ate out, enjoyed our life. I lost that motivation I had for so long. Work was stressful, life as a newlywed was stressful.
Then we got pregnant with our little Maku, and I went from 165 to 205. Yikes! My doctor said it was alright for my height but after she arrived, we had a bit of a stressful homecoming.
I lost about 20 pounds immediately, not from breastfeeding (which we were unable to do), rather from stress.
Now it's Month 4 and I am still not in a routine. It's killing me.
I need to get up in the AM, have some dedicated alone time and get on it!
Here's my current picture..

I am not happy!

Goals:
* Up at 4am, make coffee, eat breakfast!
* Gym @ 5am, cardio and weights - M/W/F
* Eat healthy foods - know what's in it and where it came from!
* Be a healthy, energetic mom!

Inspirations:

Kate Hudson - post baby body = AMAZING!